Hicks' exchanges with another target just PRIOR to & after his marriage #7

Some emails between "Lynn" one of Hick's targets and Hicks just days PRIOR to and days AFTER his marriage to Sandra (wife #7). Sandra confronts "Lynn" at the end - as Sandra has found out about his other women.... but not his other wives, yet. Hicks was doing a lot of online romancing and spending a lot of time online, said wife #7. Sound familiar??

-----Original Message-----
From: "Lynn"
Sent: Monday, May 19, 2003 10:04 AM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD
Subject: RE: Good Morning

Good Morning to You as well!

I know you love this weather! You can windsail in your backyard!

Today is kind of a quiet day. Only a few things on my agenda, so it will allow me to consentrate on other "administrative duties"—whatever that is!! But I can assure you it is not golf!!

My weekend was bittersweet. It rained ALL weekend, which of course is not a good thing. Parts of Roanoke flooded again and I have a nice crop of mushrooms in my yards. But I know sun is coming....I'm just not sure when! This coming weekend I may go to Myrtle Beach--and if I do that, I expect only sunny weather!! This Sunday, I worked on picture albums some more. Old pictures this time. Some of the people are dead, so it was kind of sad. I also cleared out some things for the trash folks to pick-up on Monday morning-that way I couldn't change my mind.

Remember asking me to see the first Harry Potter movie with you and it never happened?
When the movie was released in Spring, 2002 I bought it. The last week of last May you had planned to come visit (until you again decided I was the evil "email demon" and blew it off). I had hoped for us to see the movie then. I had ordered Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Jelly Beans and some chocolate frogs for the occassion. I have now officially thrown out the food items. I had also found a wonderful rebel flag last Fall that I had intended to send you for Lee-Jackson-King Day this year. Again, due to circumstances beyond my control, I was not able to accomplish that--so it also went in the trash this weekend. So as you see....it has been a little bittersweet for me. But that's okay. Necessary actions. And now I am looking for the sun outside, and have maintained my inner sun thoughout!

You are quite a safe person to confide in. I have found being the same type of person, it is not often that I find folks in which to confide. (The Online Disinhibition Effect at work) In fact, as close as I am to the YaYa's and my sisters—I never tell them very much of consequence unless I need a sounding board to think out loud. It is kind of on a "need to know basis." I share a lot of frivolous things-to give the illusion of confiding. They need that because of confiding in me-they will actually ask why I never share things-so I found that frivolity tends to deflect that for them. See-we all have ways of achieving peace in our lives!!

So I guess I am taking a very long path to get to the cornerstone of this diatribe-thank you for being a safe confidante for me. I can’t say that you are always safe in other ways-but in this way—you are!! LOL!! (because he DOESN'T REALLY CARE)

I have a meeting I need to get ready for-so I have to run. I look forward to additional communications with you today-before you leave for the city of gold!!

Have a wonderful day. Take care. Be safe.

L
-----Original Message-----
From: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Sent: Monday, May 19, 2003 6:55 AM
To: 'Lynn'
Subject: RE: Good Morning
Good Morning.


Nothing like getting Fridays mail on Monday.

We had gotten rain all weekend. Thought it was supposed to stop by yesterday. Well, no one told Mother Nature. Smile (please someone whip Ed every time he does that smile crap!)

Hey, you tell me stuff because I am safe. Even if we lived in the same area with the same friends it still would be safe to tell me. I have always been a closed mouth and folks seem to get that impression after meeting me. That too can cause problems especially in the work place. As the EXTREME RULER OF MY KINGDOM in Calif. they would still come and tell me things I would be afraid or embarrassed to tell anyone, let alone my boss. Oh well, they were the good times. The times I could go and play golf from 10:30 until 1:30 in the afternoon. THE DAYS OF WINE AND ROSES. Where did that come from. Oh well. Smile (aggggggg!!)

You have a good day. I am heading to Fort Knox tomorrow so lets get in as much contact so I don't have Lynn withdrawals. (REMEMBER THIS LINE - He uses it on "CAROL" in an email sent the same day!! and btw - he was NOT going to Ft. Knox. He was getting married in 7 days to wife #7 - Sandra!!)

Ed
-----Original Message-----
From: "Lynn"
Sent: Friday, May 16, 2003 9:13 AM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD
Subject: RE: Good Morning

I'm good today. I sure would have loved to sleep past 5:30 this morning though....it was cool and perfect sleeping weather!

We had the storm yesterday and then it rained some overnight, but actually the sun is out right now. In Roanoke yesterday, there were parts of the city that received over 3 inches of rain in that afternoon storm! I don't know how much rain I had, but the puppies' empty wading pool had enough water in it that they wanted to stand in it-maybe 1/2 to 3/4 of an inch.

How is your weekend stacking up? For the first time in several weeks, I have absolutely no solid plans. And to be honest, that feels pretty good!

Today will be a good day. I have several personal things to take care of by phone-which I try to avoid at work, but there are times.......

I need to schedule my follow-up testing next month for the ### irregularities. That is one of many things that I allowed to drive me bonkers over the last several months. But I have no control over the results-so I am thinking positively about the outcome. You are the only person I have mentioned this to, and I am not sure why I told you (Your gut was telling you WARNING "Lynn") Folks here who care about me would "fuss" over me and ask way too many questions if I shared it with them. You being the cool, logical person (detached & uncaring unless he wants something from you?) does have its down-side-I know you won't react so it is safe to tell you.

I also need to make room reservations for ### and ###'s ##'s June wedding in Richmond. It is one of those big, catholic, events that lasts all afternoon and night. ### offered ### $ to elope, but the intended and her family really wants the wedding. So they are counting on me to be there for them! LOL!!

And then I also need to get my puppies into the groomers in the near future-the last vestiges of their winter fur in driving me crazy-I just can't seem to get the remains completely combed out!

So that's my day. I will fit in "work" as I can! LOL!! Kidding!!

I hope your day in Crystal City is a good one. I know that you so love long, drawn-out meetings! I hope for your sake this isn't one of them.

Have a great weekend. Take care of yourself. Be safe. Talk to you later......
L

-----Original Message-----
From: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Sent: Friday, May 16, 2003 7:27 AM
To: 'Lynn"
Subject: Good Morning

How are you today? I am heading over to Crystal City for a meeting that will last most of the day. I wish you a great Friday even though it is probably raining........... Cheery hearts don't allow rain to dampen spirits...........

Have a great day. Chat with you soon.
Ed
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(4 days after Hicks' wedding to wife #7 Sandra)

Quoting "Hicks, Charles E Mr APD":



Good Morning

I was wondering if you thought I had forgotten about you. No, I have not. No access to my mail and I could not remember your work email address. (Ed was ON HIS HONEYMOON!!) I finally put it into my Palm Pilot this morning where it should have been all along. (but Ed -your WIFE will find it there!!)

Thank you very much for the card. I am so glad you had a wonderful time in Myrtle Beach. I like your adventurous spirit. You are also probably one of the most liberal persons I have met here on the East Coast. You should be proud of yourself for not letting color infest your thinking like so many others here have. You have no limits and that must give you a great feeling. I bet there were some great looking bikes there. I love motorcycles but would not own one here.
Traffic, Ill prepared motorist and narrow roads have tainted my thoughts on doing that.

I came back from the Piggy Bank as broke as when I left here. They were not handing out free samples or anything. What is becoming of this great country we live in. Smile. (No you just MARRIED another PIGGY BANK!!)

I will write more later. Need to dive into this email and take care of anything important or that others deem important. (like the other women and my new wife and more online dating too!!)

Be good and have a great day. Again, thanks for the greeting.
Ed

-----Original Message-----
From: "Lynn"
Sent: Friday, May 30, 2003 10:14 AM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD
Subject: Hello......

Good Morning Ed Hicks!

Forget about me?? You?? Never!!

Select not to contact me?? You?? Quite possible!!

Not knowing your holiday weekend plans or your assignment for this week, I made the assumption that you would contact me as time allowed! And you did!!

I hope you enjoyed your weekend as much as I did. I had a very experiential, fun filled, time!! I have already written a letter to the Sun Times in SC expressing my outrage that helmets are not required in that state. There were 8 deaths during Harley Week and 4 deaths during Black Bikers Weekend. All involved head injuries. Outrageous. I am also considering contacting my Congressman with the idea that it should be a national law--I am sure States' rights prohibit that--but I am still feeling outrage! Folks keep telling me I can't save the world--and I keep telling them they can't know that unless I stop trying!! We all have to believe in change and we all have to believe we can be the instruments of that change....that's why the 80's took us on a nose-dive back in time--no one looked beyond themselves!! (But Lynn, Ed is still living there- On PLANET ED!)

Ooops! Sorry. Tirade alert!!

Anyway. Write when you have the opportunity. I miss knowing your life..... (IF ONLY YOU REALLY KNEW!! ED'S GOT SO MANY 'LIVES')

Take Care. Be safe. Smile....I will find another funny for you yet.....
L

-----Original Message-----
From: "Lynn"
Sent: Thursday, June 19, 2003 3:52 PM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Subject: RE: All about Willie

I am disappointed but that's okay. I am so out of touch with you now that a day won't have a significant impact. And no, I am not whining or complaining. I am just trying to be as honest with you as I know how. I know that is not always a good thing, but not expressing my feelings never improved things either. So-I will look forward to Saturday.

My meeting this morning dragged on - and on - and on. It was supposed to go from 11:30 to 1:00. I returned to the office at 3:00. I hate it when a very large male ego is in the room-everything becomes a power struggle. (wait until you hear about the REAL Ed's EGO!!!) I told a couple of the men (Mr. Ego had already booked) as I was leaving that it would have been simpler to just mark trees outside and be done with it! It is a benevolent organization with wonderful services and goals, but this guy thinks it is all about him. These type meetings always take a while for me to let go of and leaves a very bad disposition of my temper! I will be over it in a couple of hours- (he will make you pay covertly for your feminism by screwing & lying to you. Note- Psychopaths always make their targets 'pay' covertly in some way for something they don't like about the target. Usually AUTONOMY which in this case is "Lynn's" feminism)

So give me an idea about what time to expect you on Saturday and I will see you then. In the mean time, take care, be safe, and drive carefully on Saturday.
L

-----Original Message-----
From: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Sent: Thursday, June 19, 2003 11:17 AM
To: "Lynn"
Subject: RE: All about Willie

I just got off the phone with the teens that live at my house. They wanted to have a Bar B Que on Saturday but will move it to Friday evening since I am heading to Richmond. I wondered how to handle that but gave in. So, our dinner for Friday evening is out. I will be there with you on Saturday. That was not my first choice but I had promised them they could have their friends over for the Eat Out.......... See what I mean about having a life........

Okay, so we pack all our stuff into Saturday. Can we do that?

(THIS IS A TOTAL LIE - ED HAD PLANS WITH HIS WIFE (#7)

More later,
Ed

-----Original Message-----
From: "Lynn"
Sent: Thursday, June 19, 2003 11:09 AM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Subject: RE: All about Willie

Good Morning!

I know you don't stereo-type people-unless they are teenagers!!

The concert sounded great! The weather here rained all evening and night-so I am glad the weather held for Willie! I know Willie has two new albums out (I read it in Time), but I haven't heard either.

It's good that you had fun!

I am running out the door for another meeting-different kind of Board (or bored) this time out. But I will write more when I return.

Hey-you never did say if you still plan to have dinner with me on Friday in that you are going to the wedding festivities on Saturday? (Ed has too many targets ...er... women in the air, Lynn!!)

More later.....

Have a great morning and stay safe!
L

-----Original Message-----

From: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Sent: Thursday, June 19, 2003 7:01 AM
To: 'Lynn"
Subject: All about Willie

First the weather was absolutely the best. Couldn't ask for a better day. The concert was outside with folks sitting on the grass and also there was seating under the roof. I had an inside seat (if you could call it inside) which seemed the prudent thing to do given the weather for the past two months. I never rained a drop. The temperature was about 80 degrees and perfect for all seating. The folks out on the grassy hills were popping the cans of beer and eating. We inside were could not take coolers there but could suck down a few beers, wine or whatever else you cared to drink.

On to Willie. He was the same old Willie. He talked more of the songs that he used to sing but that did not take away from his musical genius. He was great. I did not realize how well he played the guitar. He man can really play. I thoroughly enjoyed his performance as well as most who were there. I would do it again today if I had the chance. Well, maybe not since it is raining in buckets outside this morning.

I managed to avoid the guilt by not thinking about kids or other responsibilities. They are almost grown and if they cannot take life at this point they will never be able to in the future. I have done all I can, they have to do the rest.

So, no guilt. Had a great time. Willie was great as always. Only received a few funny glances but they were from folks that would have given me funny glances at Safeway. Smile. Oh, by the way I am not the one doing the stereotyping, it is others. I could care less what music anyone likes. I was just giving some inner thought to the fact that I would and almost was the only Black person there. I did see two others. Not bad for back here where color seems to be a dividing rod. (aren't you liberal? Predators come in all colors, genders & religions Ed!!) Glad you don't feel that way. :)

Well, I have given you all the facts of last night. Great, memorable and lots of fun. To me it was a lot of fun. Maybe to you a trip to the river with fireworks would be a measure of how much fun one can have. (Okay, just poking a little fun.)

I hope your day is filled with slack time or should I say time to breathe and formulate good thoughts as Directors should.

Chat with you later.

Me..........
Charles (Ed) Hicks
Army Electronic Library Branch
Standards and Technology Division
U.S. Army Publishing Directorate
Phone: 703-428-0565 [DSN: 221-0565]

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From: charles.hicks@usapa.army.mil [mailto:charles.hicks@usapa.army.mil]
Sent: Friday, July 18, 2003 7:21 AM
To: "Lynn"
Subject: I am Happy Now are you ?

Hi! charles.hicks@usapa.army.mil just sent you a music greeting from http://www.beatgreets.com!

To view your music greeting, simply click here

-----Original Message-----
From: "Lynn"
Sent: Friday, July 18, 2003 9:07 AM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Subject: RE: I am Happy Now are you ?

Good Morning!

Yes, if you are happy-then that brings a smile to my face as well. Thank you for the music this morning-always a good start to the day! "I can name that tune in 5 notes-"

Looks like you will be able to play in the water this weekend, if you had any plans to do so-the weather will hold mostly on Saturday and all day on Sunday!

I am going to a cook-out tonight. A small gathering-so I will have a good time. I made little cucumber sandwiches last night-and a jug of margaritas-to contribute to the cause. Wish you could come out and play with us - The Ya-Ya's are going to be there-but we aren’t wearing out hats and glasses this time-since it is at a private home. We only do that in public!! We really aren't right in the head, are we!

I do hope your day is more fun than yesterday's. I am going to try and complete a plan for my Board and a report for the Board of Supervisors-both meet next week. If I don't finish-I can do some stuff later on this weekend (if it rains on Saturday afternoon).

I miss you Ed. But that's a good thing, is it not? It reflects how I feel--(wait until you find out the TRUTH!!)

So. Have a terrific day. Take care. Stay safe. And laugh out loud at least a few times, won't you?
L

-----Original Message-----
From: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Sent: Friday, July 18, 2003 9:34 AM
To: "Lynn"
Subject: RE: I am Happy Now are you ?

Being there sounds like a great idea. ### has a friend coming in from Calif. Tonight (or should I say tomorrow morning) Actually Sat. morning by than. He will be here for a week. He visited us last year as well. Nice kid. I have known him since he was about 7 years old. He and ### have remained fast friends through the years. He wants to come here for college next year. I don't think I can deal with more teens. If I recall you and I talked about that very situation last year. (Your latest wife is helping there, isn't she Ed?)

My weekend will be a little windsurfing if the wind blows. That does not happen to often here.

Sounds like you will have a good time tonight at the party. Yes, I wish I could be there as well. Schedules will have to be revamped so we can have some face time.

You just smile a smile for me today. You are loved toooooooooo. (but not by ED!!! his love is mostly for HIMSELF!!)

Ed Hicks

-----Original Message-----
From: "Lynn"
Sent: Friday, July 18, 2003 10:05 AM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Subject: RE: I am Happy Now are you ?

Alright now, you need to "re-frame" this proposition--make it work for you. Think about welcoming ## friend to come and go to school here, with the stipulation that he and ## are roommates elsewhere. If they have the motivation to hold jobs and pay rent or whatever, then you are one step closer to emancipation! I know you that somehow, you believe this would come back to bite you in the butt…..but if you are serious about actually charging your kids rent anyway (oh please, Ed would take money from a poor man- his own kid was no biggie!)-- they may want to go ahead and look at living elsewhere—and this way they would have another contributor toward expenses!

I know nothing about the actual situation, but speaking in generalities, it sounded like a viable option for you to consider! If not now-then at some future time in your children’s academic careers!

Man--why does a social worker believe that everyone want to hear what they have to say!

Sorry. But if I hold my words in too long-they contribute heavily to ulcerations!

Regardless-you will have fun this weekend. Kids are fascinating-especially if you like them!

-----Original Message-----
From: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Sent: Friday, July 18, 2003 10:12 AM
To: "Lynn"
Subject: RE: I am Happy Now are you ?

You offer sound advice. I have thought of situations like that and wish they would come up with a solution like that themselves. I will throw that out to them when ### is here and see what they say. Rent in this area is so darn high. Not like over your way.

Hey, what are we if we cannot accept advice from the ones we care about. Even though I may not act like it, I do listen to sound advice--- (YOU DO!? How about getting divorces, telling the truth, not playing vulnerable women and being a human being to people, Ed?)

This is Friday at 10:15am and I am tired: maybe just tired of this place for the week.

We are supposed to have rain this evening and possibly throughout the weekend. If it rains you cannot cut the South Forty. I know that would break your heart.

Hey, I don't know how long I will be here today. If we misconnect you have a wonderful weekend. Know that I am thinking of you always. (GAG!!)

Ed Hicks

-----Original Message-----
From: "Lynn"
Sent: Friday, July 18, 2003 10:48 AM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA
Subject: RE: I am Happy Now are you ?

Trust me on this, sweetness--showers this evening, sun tomorrow, showers later tomorrow afternoon and evening, and then sun on Sunday (hence the name! HaHa). So play outside this afternoon and tomorrow morning-and all day Sunday!

You may be tired--but one thing I am sure of is that you have "retirementitis!" But kick back early if it is raining, watch a movie and nap through most of it-that is a wonderful afternoon. If it is still sunny this afternoon, kick back on a swing, read a little, and nap. It is that kind of down time that will restore your energy for the rest of the weekend!

Take care of yourself. Stay safe. And know that there is a caring aura sent to surround, always. Talk to you on Monday!

L

-----Original Message-----
From: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Sent: Friday, July 18, 2003 10:54 AM
To: "Lynn"
Subject: RE: I am Happy Now are you ?

If you get bored when the rain comes you can write me an email - use - EdHicks@hotmail.com. You can tell me about the party and the great time you had with your friends. That might make for interesting reading. Speaking of reading, I am reading the new Harry Potter book and should get a long way into it if the weather is bad.

I would much rather be SPOONING with you. (IMBEDDING DESIRE with words, typical predator)

Have a peaceful weekend. Don't take any wooden nickels. (Ed you are a walking WOODEN NICKEL)

Ed Hicks

-----Original Message-----
From: "Lynn"
Sent: Friday, July 18, 2003 11:04 AM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Subject: RE: I am Happy Now are you ?

I am about mid-way through Harry's book. My mom thought it was too "verbose" (her word-not mine), but she liked it anyway. I am thoroughly enjoying it! But I have forgotten so many details from the first 4 books, that I want to re-read them again! Maybe I will do a "college scan" of the other books again before I finish this one.

How about you? How do you like this one?

I will write to you this weekend. A poor substitute for SPOONING, but it will just have to do for now!

L

-----Original Message-----
From: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD [ ]
Sent: Monday, June 23, 2003 9:16 AM
To: "Lynn"
Subject: I had a great time with you ..........................

Good Morning Linda

I just wanted to say I had a great time with you Saturday. I think I realize what is missing in my life (ROFLMAO!! Ed you are married for the 7th time to Sandra, what is missing with you is TRUTH & REALITY). I do miss the verbal conversations we used to have almost nightly. Talking at such length with you where time has no value brought that fact back into the picture. Conversations which has no end. Topics that come out of nowhere which lead to an endless flow of serious; funny; political; social conscious issues along with other topics neither of us imagined would transpire. Can I say that was the best part of the time we spent. Naturally pressing my lips to yours at the end was a treat. (GAG ME!! did she pay for everything Ed?) I don't normally have heart pounding experiences but that was one. Smile. (how about being questioned or called on your lies? running from other wives & women?)

I just wanted you to know what I thought and felt of our meeting.

Hope you day goes very well. I don't have much planned but there again this is Monday and things have a habit of popping up.

Be good and take care. I trust your drive home Sunday was without incident.

Charles (Ed) Hicks
Army Electronic Library Branch
Standards and Technology Division
U.S. Army Publishing Directorate
Phone: 703-428-0565 [DSN: 221-0565]

-----Original Message-----
From: "Lynn"
Sent: Monday, June 23, 2003 12:11 PM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Subject: RE: I had a great time with you ..........................

Good Morning Ed!

I am starting to write this in the morning, but there is a good chance that "transmit" will come after the noon hour! It was busy this morning. I got a late start from home because of a couple of phone calls-people who tried to check in last night but my phone was busy then because of folks checking in!! LOL!! I guess it is good to be missed on some level! I mean, my gosh, I was only gone 2 1/2 days!! I guess the craziness of last week's full moon still has folks on edge and just wanted to make sure all was well. It gets kind of scary to think that I am the voice of sanity!! Then I rushed into a meeting, barely on time, and the same male ego was there that tormented me last Thursday. This time, each time he spoke I just imagined him as a two year old with a dirty diaper whining to his mommy.....it allows me a different perspective and it didn't get under my skin during this meeting. Is that sick or what? (um...yes)

Yesterday driving home was quite an experience for me. I think I had what is considered an emotional outburst. I cried. I cussed. I ranted. I raved. And by Charlottesville, I found some level of peace. It is truly amazing that passerby folks did not call the state police about a crazy woman-they must have assumed I was singing with the radio!! The cause for this unlikely behavior, you ask? Saturday. (Oh god you were with Ed!! you poor target)

I realized much the same thing as you. And I decided life and being a grown-up totally sucks.

I loved the time we had together. It flew by. I realized, once again, why I know you are the true love of my life. Regardless of outcome. And that set off a wave of diverse emotion that I was not quite prepared for. I thought I was in much better control of myself. Guess I was wrong. But by Charlottesville, I stopped, got a caffeine drink (I think the teller thought I was stoned because my eyes were so glassy - because you'd been zapped by a mind numbing emotional PREDATOR!), and cranked up the stereo the remaining 3 hours, and all was well. When I got home, happy puppies greeted me and I picked up the cards of my life, as I have been dealt, and the few wayward tears that have since made an appearance periodically have been banished!

(Guess all this story was a little more than you had anticipated. Sorry.)

But I am okay. I simply look forward to the next opportunity that we have to share our pounding hearts. I'm just glad you didn't see the tears as I walked away Saturday night..... (you will have more to cry about soon)

Have a great Monday afternoon. I need to get my head back down to tasks at hand.....I have a grant to write today and tomorrow and an appeal decision to write-up before Wednesday. Plus, I want to go home early on at least one day and plant my summer pansies-they aren't dead yet, but they soon will be if I can't get them in the ground before the rains come again! Aarrgggg. I refuse to complain about the rain, but please! More sunshine!

Take care of yourself. Stay safe. Write when you have the opportunity.

L

-----Original Message-----



From: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Sent: Monday, June 23, 2003 1:49 PM
To: 'LindaJ'
Subject: RE: I had a great time with you ..........................

Probably not the forum to say this but so I will keep it short.

I WANTED TO STAY WITH YOU BUT HARNESSED MY DESIRE FOR VARIOUS REASONS (Ed, you had to GET HOME TO YOUR WIFE YOU LIAR!). You know me by now: I did not want to appear sexually aggressive or have you thinking that is all I wanted. (they ALL say this- they ALL say its more than sex..... Always proclaiming their "love" or moral, chivalrous nature. IT'S A TOTAL LIE SAID ONLY TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE IN IT) Sort of like the first time we spent time together. Full of doubt, apprehension and now add a lot of guilt in with it and you have my feelings. Life has dealt us a dirty blow and I don't know how to get around it. Not your fault for sure and I refuse to take the blame as well. How one gets around the crap and back to reality, life as we see it, normalcy or at least feeling normal as defined by me.........

I don't know. I do know I do not want to hurt you. (again, a typical LINE.... he's already hurting her, just reeling her in for more!) I think there has been too much of that without provocation on either of our parts.

You get the gist of what I am saying. (Predators LOVE to let their Targets FILL IN THE BLANKS FOR THEM. THIS IS CLASSIC!) I hope so since I have to run downstairs to a meeting.

Be sweet and think of the 90 + degrees you will have tomorrow.. Smile

Ed

-----Original Message-----
From: "Lynn"
Sent: Monday, June 23, 2003 2:37 PM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD
Subject: RE: I had a great time with you ..........................

There is never a proper forum for expressing emotions in this crazy world. That's why we do the best we can with what we have. You have no idea how nervous I was in seeing you again. It was worse than the initial meeting. This time was a type of closing of a gaping hole in time. I was most afraid of not feeling in reality what was left in limbo a year ago. I guess that is one reason I was not prepared for the emotional rollercoaster that ultimately came for me.

All I know is that if and when the proper time comes for us, it will happen (never Lynn never).

And what I can tell you is that fate lies in your hands much more than in mine-for many reasons-some obvious, some not.

But there are several "truisms" that exist for me. One, you are the true love of my life. Two, despite the pain and loss, my unconditional love endured and still endures. (his is all conditional - you are playing right into his game!) Three, I am always content and therefore happy when we have time together. I believe that it feels "right" when we are together. Four, with you, I take what comes and expect no more (because you aren't getting more than player's lines & a quickee). Hurting me would come from dishonesty, deceit, and planting false hopes. (YES IT WOULD!!! Get a clue, he's a PREDATOR) And finally, you must realize that I believe myself to be fatally flawed, so I have no real expectations in a relationship. The abandonment always comes. (The target blames herself, just what predators want!)

So there you have five pieces of the inner wall of which I willingly allow no breeches. Not that they are any big surprise to you, since I do wear my heart on my sleeve. However, I do try to protect myself in some manner-real or imagined. Now just seemed to be the time open the inner sanctum a little bit......

You know your heart. Listen to it. The rest will follow. Unless your willing deceive or lie to me (he already has), or worse-to yourself, it will be okay. Like I said before: Regardless of outcome. ("Lynn" had already been confronted once by wife #7 but went back for more!)

And I thank you for your intentions to not hurt me. (Lynn will take that back since he ALREADY has... read on..)

Are your relationships always this complicated? (YES!!) Or do I just promote that in people!!

Hope your meeting went well this afternoon. I categorically DO NOT look forward to 90 degrees by mid-week. But I will take the sun on any terms for a few days!! Enjoy it yourself! At least I have mountains, cool breezes, and trees to offset it all!! (Oops....sorry, didn't mean to sound "gloaty")

More later.....
L

-----Original Message-----

From: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Sent: Monday, June 23, 2003 3:16 PM
To: "Lynn"
Subject: RE: I had a great time with you ..........................

You are correct in so many of your statements. Especially ones which pit the heart against reality (surely not YOUR heart, Ed) I still have ties here and responsibilities I wish I did not have. (YOU? ED?) Smile. I cannot ask you for time. That is totally unfair and unrealistic. So, despite the fact that I could drive the kids out, retire, purchase a place in the woods so things looked right and than move in with you. That sound is coming from my heart and not based on reality. I am trying to think into this and it is not working except increasing tension which will surely give me a headache soon. I will leave it for now. Know that I really care for you no matter where or how we turn out. That is not a death sentence for us nor is it a, "I promise".

To answer one other question embedded in your note. No, you are not the first to come into my life and not have it frothed with turmoil. You are not the cause whereas the one other time (HOW MANY? YOU TALKING ABOUT YOUR WIVES? AND THE MONEY YOU TOOK?) this person just could not take no for an answer. (typical - the predator plays "VICTIM") I believe we talked about it briefly during one of your late night chats. (Which lasted for hours) Smile.

You know me, I just want to live my life and not screw up anyone else's (this HAS to be a joke, Ed). Peace at almost any cost is my motto. (yeah, keep your mouth shut and don't expose ole' Ed!!) Don't hurt anyone except the type persons we were talking about on Saturday............. (for you is that anything FEMALE, Ed?)

Hey, you have a great day. Yes, I like you will welcome the heat if only for a couple days. Smile. It will take a week of 90 + to dry things out here. Hopefully I survive................

Ed

-----Original Message-----
From: "Lynn"
Sent: Monday, June 23, 2003 3:25 PM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr APD [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Subject: RE: I had a great time with you ..........................

Just promise me you will take me whale watching---

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OOP! ED!! DID YOU ACTUALLY GET CAUGHT!?

From: "Lynn"
Sent: Wednesday, July 23, 2003 12:34 PM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA [mailto:Charles.Hicks2@hqda.army.mil]
Subject: FW: Let's 'Chat'

Some interesting mail I received to day. There was also a phone message given to my receptionist that implied that I was the "other woman" in a marriage and I would be dealing with the wife today in some form or another.

I left my meeting after becoming physically ill from the phone message. I am at work only because I have a Board meeting tonight. My computer at home crashed last night, again, and I am beginning to believe that it is being sabotaged in some way-but I am too cyberly challenged to even know how to tell.

Things always come in three's, and if this is the 3rd, it is quite a doozy. I could use some input about no--

( Now she, like "Carol" Is looking for closure & explanation. Don't expect the truth from Ed!! the TRUTH was worse than they all knew!!)

OOPS!!! ED!!! Your veneer is starting to CRACK

To: *Carol*
From: Hicks, Charles E Mr
Sent: Monday, January 12, 2004 11:43 AM
Subject: I have sent mail to you several times

I have sent mail to you. I called an left a message on your work phone. (Not sure when that was. It was during Xmas and we corresponded since than. I am not sure what is happening with mail. Twice I got out of office replies and can understand that. Other times I have just not gotten a response. (typical predator lies - btw, how can call your girlfriend from your MARITAL HOME?)

This email you sent to me had no way of replying. Not sure what that is or about that is why I am using a new message. (PROJECTION!)

Sorry to hear about your sister. No cancer is a good thing though. How is she doing in general with the medical things going on? Tumors can be awful even when found in time. I am glad nothing more has come of it than what she is presently experiencing. I know that is bad enough. Hopefully she can fully recover from the surgery and her hearing comes back to normal. Darn, we are getting to the age when all kinds of things happen both mental and physically.

One of the notes I sent to you was about a friend of mine from my home town who died. (NOTE: NO FRIEND OF ED'S DIED!! His wife #7, Sandra's, FATHER was dying of cancer at the time!!) He and I are the same age. While there I as told of many friends who have died of many different diseases. Cancer and heart trouble being among the tops. I don't fear death and really am still in pretty good shape physically. I often wonder about the things we have no idea they are going on inside us. Cancer has no mercy on anyone. We can be a picture of health on the outside and have things that can kill us in short periods of time. No of us want to leave this earth. I especially don't want to leave until at least my kids are out and doing okay. At least that would give me some sort of peace of mind in knowing they will be okay.

Yes, our situation stresses me out as well. (BUSTED ED?) I am not sure what the answers are. What happens to me is of very little concern. (Don't make us all laugh) What happens to you and how you feel is what bothers me. I told you once before to take care of yourself. Loving someone is wanting the best for them. I want the best for you and this situation seems to be doing the opposite for you. I won't tell you what to do but will stand by any decision you make in regards to us. (OMG Ed, this is beyond TWISTED! You make us SICK!)

Tell your sister I said hello and to get well soon. (Ain't he just Mr. Sensitive?)

Honey, you do what you have to. (Because I sure as heck do whatever I feel like with whoever I feel like whenever I feel like.) Love you always.

Ed Hicks
Information Management Officer, Business Processes
Standards & Technology Division, APD
703-428-0565
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ED HICKS was married 8 MONTHS already to wife #7, Sandra! Hicks had already written a sappy 'goodbye' letter to *Carol* as well (already posted on this site)

From: *Carol*
Sent: Monday, January 12, 2004 4:09 PM
To: Ed.Hicks@hqda.army.mil
Subject: RE: I have sent mail to you several times

Ed

Is it true that you are married? I think if I hear this from you I can move on. It sounds like that's what you want me to do anyway.

There are two things that bother me.

(1) Why haven't you send my daughter something back from the ticket she purchase for the Hawaii for us. (you will never see DIME ONE from Mr. Hicks!)

(2) Why am I hearing that you are married. I would not be upset if you are. I want you to be happy. From the sound of it you would want me to happy as well if I were married.

I think we both know that something's aren't meant to me.

We need to get real with each other. I would never hurt you Ed.

I Love you too much.

ED HICKS continued: A Great Example of the LACK of Closure to be Expected with a Cyberpath

Despite Ed Hicks' "inspired" farewell letter to *Carol* (see post on this site: ED HICKS: "Adieu Adieu" AWARD WINNING!!!) she continues to correspond with him in an attempt to gain closure (and possibly get an explanation for Hicks' behavior, treatment, etc.)

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What is sad is that rarely do targets get the closure they need and deserve from these cyberpaths. Hicks, like most of his breed, continues to toy with *Carol* like a cat with dying mouse, via email. Many cyberpaths will cut off communication and run or think up "dramatic" problems (like an 'email' from their 'cousin' saying the cyberpath has died in a car accident or been called up for military duty.... etc).

Sometimes they just say "my partner found out" and block your email and IMs so you are left dangling with questions. Or say they will be back 'when things calm down' only to never appear again! Attempts to gain some further explanation or closure often cause them to charge the target with stalking and obsessive behavior. (click here to see a wonderful article: "THE SMEAR CAMPAIGN OF THE ABUSER") They will tell their partners that the TARGET started the relationship, planted or made up the 'relationship' and/or that they have changed, found religion and will cut all ties with the TARGET. (For some of the typical 'lines' these predators use click HERE)

In reality, the target is left with unanswered questions and often unpaid debts in this horrible pattern of Emotional Rape. The target is made to look like a fool while the Cyberpath either goes on to new targets or buys some time with their partner and with good behavior and in a few months or years -- goes right back on the prowl while learning to be more covert and cover their past misteps. - *Fighter*

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From: *Carol*
Sent: Thursday, September 25, 2003 3:26 PM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA
Subject: RE: How is your day going?

My love -

I've started this email several times. But tears keep getting in my way. My thoughts are I have been waiting for you to tell me it's over and I would be relieved. But that's not the case. I knew when you left Monterey things would never be the same between us. But I wanted to believe in my heart that you would love me enough to say hey forget about circumstances and let's try after a few years of being apart.

I'm crazy to believe that might still happen. I also want to feel sorry for myself or go do something stupid like sleep with someone I don't love. But that's not me. I hate empty love making. (Sorry to say *Carol* - Ed doesn't)

I haven't had the desire to be with anyone accept you. So much for freedom. Not sure where I'm going with this email. But It's best I leave work early today. I need sometime to myself.

You stay dry from the rain.

*Carol*
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From: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA
Sent: Friday, September 26, 2003 4:09 AM
To: *Carol*
Subject: RE: How is your day going?

Honey, I am sorry for the heavy heart I have caused you. Believe me I feel the same way. I just know after reviewing your last few emails that this was the only course of action I could take. Sometimes loving a person is putting them before yourself and understanding what is best for both of you. (And I want to look like a great guy while I dump you!)

I too do not know what to do or where we go from here. All I ever wanted was for you to be happy and I have not provided that for you when I thought I could. Distance has taken its toll on both of us.

I want you to move on. If we were meant to be we will be. I believe in destiny; you have a strong faith in God. Distance does not change things that are meant to be. (Ed where are you GETTING this claptrap?)

I sit here with tears in my eyes and a heart with a huge chunk missing. (and laughing my butt off - free sex and you paid all the rest of my bills when I was with you!) You were the best thing to happen to me as far back as I can remember. Take with you the fact that I will always love you. That means Always. (Or at least until I hit "Send")

To keep in touch when our hearts are much calmer is something I would like to do. You be the judge of how you handle communication between us. For now with feelings so apparently close to the surface I am not sure writing right now is the best thing. It only serves to refresh the hurt we both feel.

*Carol*, I love you very much. You take care of yourself. Find happiness and be happy. (And stop writing me because if you find out who & what I really am you are going to feel even worse)

Charles (Ed) Hicks
Army Electronic Library Branch
Standards and Technology Division
U.S. Army Publishing Directorate
Phone: 703-428-0565 [DSN: 221-0565]

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From: *Carol*
Sent: Monday, September 29, 2003 4:38 PM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA
Subject: RE: How is your day going?
Importance: High

Ed
I have one thing to ask you. It's regarding my daughter. ### really admires you. She thought enough of you to buy you a ticket to Hawaii. She constantly ask about you and shows concern about your health.

Can you at least send her half of the money she spend on the ticket?

Please consider this.

I know you are a good person and will send something. I respect you as a man and Father. (Respect is the one thing Ed Hicks deserves NONE of ) I would not like her to know that we are not seeing each other yet. She will be disappointed. (Typical Target - doesn't want anyone to know how stupid they were!!)

Thanks I will be really grateful if you do

*Carol*
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From: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA
Sent: Tuesday, October 07, 2003 5:58 AM
To: *Carol*
Subject: RE: How is your day going?

Just arrived back from travel. I could view your email but could not respond until now. Our Internet portal is all messed up. (Lies, Hicks was married to wife #7 and couldn't & wouldn't respond to *Carol*)

I would not forget ### in all of this. (I will take care of the money to ###. - NOTE: Ed never sent dime one for that ticket) Paying for two kids at once is a drain. (Wife #7, Sandra, was helping pay for Ed's kids) The kids tuition rates are up along with everything else associated with college and it is sucking me dry. They are talking about increasing rates by 25% next year. They are pricing us poor folks right out of school. Rest assured I would never tell ### anything about us. You handle that end of things. (Yeah, tell your daughter her mom's been conned)

I trust you find what you are looking for and need. (Ed sure did! Next!)

Love Always,
Charles (Ed) Hicks
Army Electronic Library Branch
Standards and Technology Division
U.S. Army Publishing Directorate
Phone: 703-428-0565 [DSN: 221-0565]

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From: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA
Sent: Tuesday, October 14, 2003 8:33 AM
To: *Carol*
Subject: RE: How is your day going?

It is hard for me to sit back and not look upon you as my partner. I will try to be as objective as possible still given the fact that I love you very much. Giving you freedom to move your life in different directions as you require it was done out of love. Not what I wanted but when you love someone you do what is best for them and not yourself. (Typical 'backwards talk' of a psychopath - reverse this last sentence for the TRUTH)

So, on a personal note what is the problem or what is wrong? Remember, we were in love, lovers, and friends. You can tell me what poses the statement, “ not doing so well” and I will give you my opinion or maybe how to solve it. I already know it will not be what my heart wants to tell you but being a friend I am obligated to give you the best advice I can. (GAG!)

Hope your trip to LA went well and you had fun if that is what the trip was all about.

Thinking of you always, (and reverse this sentiment too!)

Charles (Ed) Hicks
Army Electronic Library Branch
Standards and Technology Division
U.S. Army Publishing Directorate
Phone: 703-428-0565 [DSN: 221-0565]

_______________________

From: *Carol*
Sent: Tuesday, October 14, 2003 9:38 AM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA
Subject: RE: How is your day going?

Hi Ed

I have come back from being in LA all last week. You are still doing travel? Hope it isn't as much as before.

I'm not doing so well on a personal note. But thinks for saying you will take care of ### (should have gotten the money thing in WRITING!)

Thanks
Love
*Carol*

_____________________________
From: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA
Sent: Tuesday, October 14, 2003 11:15 AM
To: *Carol*
Subject: RE: How is your day going?

There is no understanding. I know what feelings are there. You did not make me stay nor did I make you. Yes, you are correct, we had freedom all the time but loving someone wouldn’t allow us to act on that freedom. That is a matter of choice. Sure missing is one thing but terminating a love affair that has been on going for over 5 years is another. I listened to your letters and they made me notice what you were really saying. So I made a decision based on what I thought was best for you and what was in your letters to me. (Tell her you are married and involved with a couple other women and haven't divorced a couple of your other wives either, Ed!)

I am immersed in this God forsaken place, which I hate. Things here move fast and most of the time without reason. This was just not the time to add a life to mine. (Besides I already am married to a few women and just married #7 a few months ago) Knowing I could not and would not ask you to wait any longer there was only one logical choice to make. If I lost you as a result than that would be on me. If for any reason we endured and could pick up the pieces later I would welcome that, naturally.

I do want you to try it though. I want you to be sure of what life has for you and also if you are missing anything out there. You are a smart girl and will make the correct decisions as far as men are concerned. One thing to remember, I would take you back if you could not make another relationship work. You will always be my friend, lover and the love of my life. (HA HA HA!! how many times a day do you say that Ed?) Nothing could or would ever change that. Let yourself relax, stop feeling like you have lost something. (Because you have not and never will) All I ask is that you be smart in how you deal with men. Take all the precautions you should so you remain healthy. I don’t want to hear any horror stories, which relate to you. I could not deal with you contracting any of the numerous diseases that are out here. We surely cannot tell what a person has by looking at them. (Okay, I will stop the lecture) (Tell her the names of the NUMEROUS partners you had before during & after her so she can tell her DOCTOR Ed!)

I think hearing from you is a lot better than not. So, if we keep in touch that would be the best for me. (I really get off thinking women still BELIEVE my B.S. and it helps me hone my lies) If you find remaining in touch is keeping you from exploring other avenues than by all means let me know and we can discontinue correspondence. (Oh how GALLANT Ed!) I want the very best for you My Love. Get out and look. Satisfy yourself in what is out there and if things turn out to be not what you expected, you know I will be here for you. (I can always use you....again)

Love Always,
Ed
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From: *Carol*
Sent: Tuesday, October 14, 2003 11:59 AM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA
Subject: RE: How is your day going?

Ed

I feel like I have gone through a no fault divorce. My mind, heart and soul is for you and no one else. (like a spider with a fly, *Carol* is now emotionally paralyzed by this cyberpath)

Why would think I want freedom from you when I have had it all along? It's been mine the entire time. (you have also been ALONE all this time too, *Carol*)

However I choose to believe, admire and love you. My feelings have not changed. What is suppose to change my feels for you? Maybe if I can get an understanding. Then I can cope with the hurt and fear that I have of moving on.

Love
*Carol*

______________________

From: *Carol*
Sent: Tuesday, October 14, 2003 3:14 PM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA
Subject: RE: How is your day going?

Ed

Thanks for making this difficult situation make sense to me. I needed to hear that you will still be there or somewhere in my life. I realize that you are trying hard to make the best of your life where you are living at this time. I also realize that isn't where you want to be. Yes, you are right. It would not be wise to bring someone into a place where you are not happy. I understand your feelings. (Ed's married to wife#7 *Carol*!!)

I would not want to be with you unless you where living in a place of happiness in your life. If you were not happy I wouldn't be either. My feels for you are so strong. They scare me. Trust me I have tried to go out and enjoy other men. But when it comes to being intermit my heart or body will go there and it hasn't since the last time we were together in December of last year.
When I met you I had not been intimate for almost three years. Here is where my faith thru prayer came into play. Although we are not married I still maintain my self because I LOVE YOU HONEY.... (Cyberpaths love this: Needy, Trusting, Compassionate! Run *Carol* Run)

So you will not have to wonder about me contracting diseases. There is no one here that has or will ever replace you. Until you tell me you have found someone else and are in a committed relationship. I will continue to wait for you out of respect and love. (*Carol* get tested NOW. Cyberpaths look at women like they are a blow up doll with a pulse)

I would find it hard to share anything about another man with you. I would not like to know anything about you in this area . It would add to the pain. I'm not ready for that at this point. Maybe one day. But it at this point I'm not ready at all.

You are still in my heart and I find it very hard to move a stranger in to replace you. I'm sorry.... (so are we *Carol*)

Love always
*Carol*

ED HICKS - LURED IN WITH HIS OWN METHODOLOGY

(from EOPC, December 2005 - worth a re-read!!)

After Ed Hicks wife #7 (Sandra) kicked him out and started to file charges - she went online with a few "stealth identities" to prove what Hicks was doing. She nailed him trolling online for new targets almost immediately!! Here's one of those times.

Wife #7 is "Pam" and Hicks uses the pseudonym "Steve Sanders" BUSTED!

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Pam, I don't know what happened at the other site. I sent pictures and emailed you two times. Well, we have established contact now and can move on. Yes, I wish this weekend I had remained in Alexandria so we could have gone out to dinner and listened to some Jazz. My choice of music. I have been to a couple clubs in Old Town for exactly that very reason. I cannot remember the names of them but I think they were on Duke St.

No, the picture I sent you was on a beach with a shipwreck my dive buddy and I were looking over prior to getting our gear out for a dive on it. The island has numerous beaches like the one I was walking on. My property (that i own WITH MY WIFE!) is on the Caribbean side of the island. I wanted to be there because the land is mostly rock. I will build my house on a rock foundation. More likely to remain in case of direct storms. I will have to do a lot of concrete work so water entry will be easy for windsurfing, sailing and other water sports. The water depth at my shoreline ranges from 7 to 11 ft. Rather deep for maybe normal beach residences but perfect for my purposes. I will send you some pictures of my property at another time. It has palm and coconut trees on it close to the road. Vegetation and wild natural plants will surround the house. Nature does a better job of planting and growing things there than humans. :) (LAZY!!) Flowers there are so beautiful with various colors that allow you to see the true wonders the island has. If you are a nature lover this island will keep you in aw throughout your entire stay.

Okay, I have rambled on for quite some time. I will give you a break so you can tell me more about you. Send pictures when you can. Also, we should set aside some time to meet for a drink, lunch or dinner. A movie or jazz would be great as well.

Take care until the next time.

Ed

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Pam wrote:

> Ed:
>
> I am a little bit confused. I never received any mail from Charles Hicks or any pictures before from you until right now. I kept looking at your ad on AFF (American Friend Finder) and winked at you several times and wrote one or two e-mail from the AFF site but you never responded. (who ARE You REALLY ED??) I told you in one AFF e-mail that I traveled a couple of days a week to Richmond and Petersburg but maybe you didn't get it from the AFF site. Your Emporia address interested me because of my travel locations but I see you are in Alexandria during the week, which is great because that is my home.
>
> I love your photo made on that breathtaking beach and your portrait is lovely. Is it a self portrait or did someone do it for you? You are a very handsome man.
>
> The reason I asked if you were in Emporia this weekend upon learning you work in Alexandria was because I was hoping I could meet you for a drink this evening. I am sure there will be plenty of other opportunities for us since our paths are going in the same direction!
>
> Your aunt's house sounds nice and I could use some peace away from the rat race of the city. Oh you own property in the Bahamas? (LOL!!) That is lovely. You must tell me all about it. Was the photo you sent made on your property?
>
> Have a lobrly peaceful evening in the country. Sorry you are not around town to meet me this evening. I am getting ready to head out now to a nice jazz club I frequent in Old Town.
>
> Pam
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> Steve Sanders wrote:

> Pam, I wanted to have a place you and I could communicate without bother of other emails. (I needed secrecy from my wives and all the other women I am toying with!) I created this site when I received your email. The name is different from this site. It is Charles Hicks as you probably have seen on the other email address. Here I won't get junk mail and when there is a message I know it will be from you. (or the other women I am using dating sites to troll for)

> The possibilities are numerous if we can pull this together. One of the emails I sent to you had pictures. Now we may have a delimma on our hands. You be the judge.
>
> Yes, I am in Emporia this weekend. I like coming down here and getting out of the rat race of our area. I work there and coming to this small town is great for me as a get away. I bet you would like the peace of this place as well. I stay at my aunts house. (YOU LIVE IN YOUR VAN!!) She is in a nursing home and cannot care of her home. I come down and relax while fixing, maintaining and relaxing in this country atmosphere. I used to come down here when I was a kid. She took great care of me. I owe her a lot in what I have developed into today. (My last wife kicked my butt out when she found out I was a player & bigamist - and I have developed into quite the psychopath!) Her husband died in Dec and she misses him. I try to fill the void as much as possible.
>
> Okay, I will send a couple photos. One is a capture of a portrait which was drawn last year. I great likness of me. Acutally captures me better than most pictures. The one picture was taken on Eleuthera Island in the Bahamas. I own a lot there (with my last WIFE!) and am planning to build a home there starting next year. (With someone else's money of course) What a lovely place. If you looked at my profile you will understand the need for warm water, low humidity and lovely people.
>
> I hope your evening is going well. I look forward to your photos as well.
>
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Pam Allison wrote:
>
Hi Ed:
> >
> > Yes I believe we have been winking at one another but you never e-mailed me back. I am glad you chose to do so this time. Could you send me a photo and I will gladly send you one once I get some made. I am hoping to do that tomorrow. I'm going to the Waterfront Festival with a few girlfriends and will take my digital camera along.
> >
> > Are you in Emporia this weekend? I returned from Petersburg yesterday afternoon and that's fairly close to Emporia I believe, but I make my home in Alexandria. I looked for your other ad on AFF waterlover2007 but it is much different. Is that you or are you on another site too? (Wife #7 STILL trying to get a straight answer from ole' Ed!)
> >
> Sex with my former husband was not nonexistent but very rigid and boring and he lacked the stamina I so desired. I guess he is getting older and that didn't help. (She's talking about YOU, Ed!! LOL) I hope we can make a connection Ed. I hope to talk to you soon.
> >
> > Pam
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> >
> Steve Sanders wrote:
Hi, I think we both have been Winking and emailing each other on several occasions. Now to see if we can make contact to see if we want to pursue a direction which should lead to great sex. If you want to keep it that way only it is okay with me. (Ed will screw anyone, anytime - physically, financially - YOUR CHOICE! lol)
> >
I love great sex. When I was married it was non-existent. I don't have any sexual hangups that I know of. (Do you count watching hard-core porn or teen porn in a locked room while your poor wives sat alone in another part of the house? Or after having sex with them 2 or 3 times day then saying "we never have sex"? Tell her you are a sex-addict TOO Ed!)
> >
> > You travel some and so do I. I have a very flexible work schedule, which would help in some cases when last minute plans are made. It is helpful I live during the week in Alexandria and spend weekends in Emporia, VA. (My van really travels!) I don't know your schedule but I am sure we can make some time to meet for lunch, dinner or anything else.
> >
If you would like we can exchange photos. Your choice.
> >
> You have a great day. I look forward to things to come.
> >
> Adverturer06 or just use Waterlover2007.
> Despite the name, which appears, my name is Ed.....

> >
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> Adventurer, I've written you before & winked several times and this time you have finally winked back. I'm elated. I really like your profile & what you have to say & I can assure you that your discretion will be my top on my priority. (so I can get you to reveal your game playing and manipulation you predator!)

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Message from Steve Sanders
on Mon, 20 Jun 2005 05:14:45 -0700 (PDT)
To: Pam Allison
Subject: Thanks for the Picture

Pam, you are a cutie. I was not surprised, just delighted.

See, you pose an interesting question. Water Sports. Yes, one could allow their imagination to run over the edge with that one. I see yours did. :) I won't say what I was thinking when you said that, I will just let it remain there. :) You have the forum on that subject. You can expound on it or leave it alone. (I thought you had no sexual hangups Ed! that you were a "normal" guy... you are a sociopath!)

I am so glad you have a great time at the Festival. It must have felt great being outside with the temperature at a pleasant level.

I will join you at the 219 anytime you would like. I will plan around your vacation dates and find something to do. Might be a good time to go to Hatteras. I am supposed to be taking lessons to make the transformation from Windsurfing to Kite surfing. Most of my friends are making the change this year. I think I will love it more than handling a board attached to a large sail.

Back to this subject again. - Do you participate in any water sports? (I guess that is still leading) Scuba diving, snorkeling, swimming, skiing, etc.? We surely don't have to spend or time at a beach. There are other places I would like to take you. We can talk about that when you get back.

I need some feedback from you on what you like doing and where you like going. Also, time would have to factor into those kinds of choices.

Have a great time. I will let you know if I head off to Nags Head or Hatteras. They should have WiFi down there so I can send and receive email at least.

Thanks for the picture. Again, you are a very nice looking lady. :) (you're breathing - that's enough for Ed)

Ed

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Pam Allison wrote:

> Ed:
>
> I take it you are not coming back to Alexandria this evening. I could have met you for a drink tonight if you had returned to the area from your aunt's home. There will be another time for us once I return from my vacation. No it did not rain here but looked like it might storm for a while. >
> I usually go to 219 at least once each weekend. I hope you can join me there in the future.
>
> I have attached a photo taken today at the Waterfront Festival in Old Town. My girlfriends and I had such a good day there. You will have to tell me what you have in mind if we don't participate in water sports and where you would like to take me. By the way, what water sports do you enjoy? You are referring to the watersports that include skiing, swimming, snorkeling etc., or do you mean the other kind (come on Ed, tell us all what a perv you really are!)
>
> I will contact you once I return from my trip and I'll be checking email while I am gone so if you care to write I would love to hear from you.
>
> Pam
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> Steve Sanders wrote:
>
> Hi Pam
>
> Yes, I wish I were there as well. It would have been nice meeting you and spending some time last night or today. You are right, I get King St and Duke St. mixed up.
>
> I have been to the 219 club if that is the one with jazz upstairs. I think it is. Did you have a good time? I hope so. I work at the Hoffman buildings on Eisenhower. So when I go out after work or in the evenings I go straight down King St. I must say I have not been there for quite some time but would enjoy going with you. (as long as YOU PAY!)

> Sorry to hear you are going out of town for the 4th. I did not make plans. Since you will be out of town I think I will head over to Dewey Beach and windsurf for a couple of days. I hope that sometime we can get away together. I promise I won't take you to a beach. I usually end up at Dewey or down at Hattarras for water sports. I can think of other things I would rather be doing. :) (like casual sex with you or any other woman I can get)
>
> You have a great time on your vacation. I will have to let my mind relax for another week or so. Let me know how your time is after the 5th. I don't want anything else to get in the way of us at least meeting.
>
> I have been working on my aunt’s house this weekend. It is raining here now. I hope the weather remains clear up there. (My van needs an oil change)
>

> Write when you can.
>
> Ed
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From: Pam Allison
Sent: Thursday, June 23, 2005 7:22 AM
To: Steve Sanders
Subject: Re: Vacations are nice

Ed:

An A+ for your guess. I am in Amsterdam. I have been here a few times and love the city with its beautiful canals, history, and art and the people are so warm and hospitable. I stay out of the smoke shops. I am getting way too old for that. It sounds as if you have been here although you do not elaborate. What are your favorite things to see and do? Give me some ideas of places to go. Where did you stay when you were here? Have you been to Rotterdam?

You asked about my private life. I am hiding nothing and will tell you everything about myself and prefer to do that face to face. (like 'YOU ARE BUSTED you ONLINE PLAYER!!' LOL) Frankly that is the way it should be and if goes beyond just gratification for us, I expect it. The reason I talk about discretion is because I am not yet divorced and would appreciate discretion in that area until it is final. I am sure you understand. My divorce will be final very soon.

I was married to a master manipulator, first-class, certifiable low life. He was also pretty lousy and totally controlling in bed and to top that off impotent at times, and those times were 'coming' closer and closer together...excuse my pun! A little humor for you this morning. He was much older than me so his impotence was to be expected. (that's you Ed!) I am glad you and I are the same age. That is such a plus. (Ed you change your age like your underwear)

I will tell you all about him at some point but don't want to waste precious Internet Cafe time talking about Him. I made a terrible mistake but I'm over it.

I am driving Rotterdam for a couple of days to see the sights there and will be back to Amsterdam on Sunday. I will check my mail then. I fly back to Dulles on the afternoon of July 4 and I am looking forward to meeting you at 219 or even some where for dinner prior to our going there.

Until then, take care for now.
Pam
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Steve Sanders wrote:

Hi Pam
Sounds like you are in Amsterdam. Are you having a good time? Have you been there before or is this your first visit? The museums there are great. Is this a good guess? :)

It is hard to talk about myself. About as hard as writing your own professional resume.

What makes me tick - I think peace makes me tick. I dislike arguments but disagreements are fine. Discussions which have no right or wrong are great. Mental jousting is always a good thing as long as it remains that. I am a giver unless I realize the one I am giving to is a taker. (Ed gives NOTHING - he takes and bolts as fast as he can!) It doesn't have to be material things. (your trust, your soul, your good name... Ed will take it ALL)

Actually, material things have a tendency to turn me off. All I require is to feel a person loves or cares without reservation. (that won't find me out, that won't expect me to pay my debts or my share and will let me use them like toilet paper) We all look for different things, that is what I yearn for. So far, those illusive traits have avoided me for a very long time. It is hard to find someone you can touch their heart and they touch yours. (Since Ed HAS NO HEART) This is on any level. Even the level we speak of can have those factors rolled into it.

I am going to retire in a couple years. Some of my plans have changed but the basic of living in the Bahamas is still first and foremost in my mind.

Now, how personal can you be with me about your life? I don't want to pry. If there are things you don't want to tell me let me know what they are and I will refrain from asking. I am not nosy, just curious. (so please don't be nosey about me!)

I am private and I respect others who are the same. Discretion and privacy have always been a part of my life. Even as a kid I could keep a secret and never tell anyone. (Never tell anyone THE TRUTH!!) When I was first learning about girls. From my first affair through the remainder of my life has not been spoken of in terms of who, where or when. Friends would see me with someone and I would listen to their escapades but would not offer names, etc. Naturally we would talk about the things we did and how we did them but no names from me. I remember the first time oral sex came up in my life. I had heard about it but had never made and attempt. Sure, the other side of the oral equation had been performed on me a couple of times and I knew there should be more for her. To shorten this, after I reciprocated I found that I felt just as much excitement as she had received. The pleasure was mutual.......... Wow. (I had yet another way to use & control women!! whoo hooo!! Now I could really twist them into emotional pretzels)

Hey, stay out of those SMOKE SHOPS. :) No, you do what you want just leave it there when you head home.

Write when you can.

Ed
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>
Pam Allison wrote:

> Ed:
>
> I found time to run into an Internet Cafe late this morning and I couldn't wait to see if you had written.
>
> A few Vermeers, Hals, Steens, and several Rembrants are calling my name so I have to be brief. Can you guess where I am? I will try to check my e-mail tomorrow. There is a Cafe located near where I am staying near the corner of Stadhouderskade and P.C. Hooftstraat that I can easily get to from my hotel. There are more clues for you.
>
> Tell me about yourself and what makes you tick. What are your turn offs and what are your turn ons? Tell me about your life. (Good question, sounds like a mere stiff wind will turn Ed on!)
>
> I am looking forward to seeing you in two weeks. As for watersports, I am going to let you expound. What would you like? I would like to see how your imagination works.
>
> Pam

Lies from a Bigamist (and Online Predator)

(from EOPC, December 2005)

Bigamists are consummate liars, and my ex bigamist is no exception. Below is one of the first email notes he sent me, three days after initial contact of meeting the Internet predator on an online dating site. Keep in mind when he wrote this to me, he was definitely married to Wife #6 and she was living with him in Chesapeake, Virginia...three hours from my house in the Metro Washington, DC area. Take a word from the much wiser now...if it sounds too good to be true, it probably is false!

FYI:

Ed Hicks does not have a degree from Cal Poly and never received a full scholarship anywhere!
Ed Hicks was not born in 1952; he was born in 1944!
Ed Hicks was married at least six times before he met me, not one!
Ed Hicks never owned a Porsche!
Ed Hicks never gave his ex wife a house...he never owned a house to give her!
Ed Hicks' home in Chesapeake, VA was much larger than their apartment in Marina, CA, according to Wife #6! By the way, he told me he owned his house there. No, he rented the house and still has judgments on record in Chesapeake, VA for not paying rent.

Enjoy the total mind-numbing BS below...consummate lying from Ed Hicks, A Legend in His Own Mind!
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Whatcha Doin'
From: Ed Hicks
To: XXXX
Date: April 22, 2001 - 2:30pm

Hi Sandra

Thanks for your interest in telling me about yourself. I appreciate it very much. So, you are a true Virginian. I am not sure about this state. I must say that I have relatives here and have as a kid visited here. Relatives in Emporia and Richmond and surrounding area. I am originally from New Jersey. Left there when I was 17 to embark on a college degree (with the aide of a full scholarship) at Cal Poly in San Luis Obispo, Calif. I could have gone to school in my local area as well but decided that education was important and I needed to be far away from home to succeed. (and far away from people who KNEW me and KNEW I was full of B.S.) It worked. A lot of my friends did not finish and are still in my hometown (Burlington) doing virtually nothing. At least not living up to capabilities. (Me? I am a full blown psychopath. Go ME!)

See, I am not totally foreign to Virginia. The heat and humidity are going to kill me. In Calif. We virtually don't have a humidity problem. Warm and dry most of the year. Oh well, not there now and must make the best of it. Sounds like you can introduce me to a lot in your area. I will hold you to it on a later date.

This area is filled with history. Williamsburg, Richmond and most areas here are a Historian?s dream. I like history but unfortunately have forgotten so much of it. (Because I spend so much time making UP my own history as the person I am targetting requires me to) I wanted to teach history when I was in my teachers mode. Oh well, in another life, maybe. (How many lives is it up to now, Ed? Just in this body? 10? 12?)

Funny you like racing. You are into oval track racing like most folks here. I am a product of Calif. And was into street rods and ¼ mile tracks. Don Pordome, Big Daddy Gartlets, etc. were my idles. Great you are into cars. I am into family cars for another couple years than it is back to the more sporty models. My graduation car (as my kids fondly refer to it as) is a Porsche. I owned one until my daughter was born. Than I soon figured out that baby car seats did not fit to well in it. (And of course I abandoned all my kids as soon as it didn't fit my predatory lifestyle)

Yes, I used to rebuild engines, transmissions, etc. Loved every minute of it. Okay, we both like cars. (PUT ANOTHER MARK ON THE WALL FOR US)

Yes, my children live with me. I raised them on my own since they were both in diapers. My ex-wife developed a drug problem. If you know anything about addictions, you know what I went through trying to hold that relationship together. (of course I treated her like such crap I was part of the reason for the drug problem. OOP!!!) Well, as strong as I was I could not let her addiction affect our children. We finally split for that reason. I had no fight for the children. She even says today that I was the better parent and the kids belong with me. She and I get along very well now. The drugs and alcohol could not be overcome and eventually won out. I took the kids and left. Gave her the house and everything in it. Two suit cases with the kids clothes, that was it. Okay, enough of that for now. Will answer any questions you might have at a later date. (You ran with no thought for anyone but yourself. Are your pants on fire yet?)

I have to spend some time with the kids. My daughter just received her license today and she is very excited. I need to interact as I usually do with them in the evening. I will write again later. I still have not gotten a chance to dig out my scanner. Hopefully you will forgive me for taking so long. I still have boxes from our move that I have not opened yet. This house is smaller than the one I had in Calif. Things just don't quite fit right. You know when you purchase furniture for one house it seldom fits in another. Oh well, I still need to find a comfort zone here.

I am a Pisces. Feb 23rd, 1952. (excuse me, your Math is lacking, Ed) Just thought I would get that in since you talked about your sign.

Have I answered most of our questions? (OUR? OUR? is that one of the multiple voices in your head in that OUR? You answered nothing but what an embellisher!) I hope so. I also added some facts about my life as well. Talk about boring. If it gets to boring, let me know and I will not volunteer the STUFF. Smile.

Until we talk again. Let's see where we are and that is the next step. (Bring your checkbook & credit cards - then I will decide)

Be good.

Ed

(cross posted from http://fightbigamy.typepad.com)

ED HICKS: Before He Proposed To Confirmed Wife Number SEVEN

Below is an email Ed sent Sandra ten days before he proposed to her on Valentine's Day, February 14, 2003. Comments from Sandra are in red.

From: ed.hicks@dau.mil
02/04/03 02:39 PM
To: Sandra
Subject: RE: If you cannot concentrate...

Simply since I have been single most of my life. Married for 4 years (Ed, if you were Pinnochio, your nose would wrap around the globe into infinity). Raising kids for almost 18 years. I loved the kids part of it since they just did what I wanted to do and vise versa (Your poor kids, you had them involved in your lies). You had been married most of yours (Sandra had been married twice previously, to two kind men, who were very honest and trustworthy. Unfortunately, the marriages just didn't work out. Both marriages lasted ten years each). Not meaning anything by it. Not making comparisons in that way.

I never once wished I was married during that time (Let's get out the barf bucket! Ed, you were married the first time in 1965 and have seven confirmed marriages in 40 years and four of those marriages overlap, meaning you would marry the next one before you divorced the previous one). Now that the kids are almost grown I think of being with you for the rest of my life. (What BS, the rest of your life...Ed, you should have said, I think of being with you until I can take what I can and then I will move on to some other poor, trusting woman).

Ed

cross posted from http://fightbigamy.typepad.com

Dumped by Ed Hicks - Horrifying MUST READ!!

A MUST READ!!

Here is the letter Ed Hicks left on the pillow for wife #6 - Julie - to find when he just up & left. No face to face. No paid bills. And NO DIVORCE! And by the way? He was already romancing wife to be #7 - Sandra. Told all these women he'd only been married once & divorced back in the 1980s.

What is notable & horrifying about this letter is how TYPICAL of PSYCHOPATHIC BEHAVIOR IT IS!! Note the:

Projection
Blame-Shifting
Denial
The Twisting of Reality
The Guilt-Tripping
The ME-ME-ME stuff
Confabulation/ Word Salad
Seeming Honorable when He was Anything BUT!



Read on and please get your air sickness bag, a bumpy ride is ahead:

Julie

This is a very distressful day for me. I have been considering this for months. I don’t know what else to do. I am at wits end with no way out. I have tried to be patient and not be critical and all that stuff. It is not working and I am very depressed and have been for months.

Honey, we are not getting to where we need or should be in this relationship. (she run out of money, Ed?) I need evidently more than you are willing or know how to give. I don’t want a slave as you so amply put if some time ago. I need a woman that puts me first in her life. (While I treat her like #2) To view this home as just that and take care of it. Yes, you are so much better than you were when we first met. You have changed a lot, as have the kids and me as well. I thought somewhere you would recognize the need for you to be more active in what goes on here. It has gotten worse instead of better. You have dropped out here and seem to be very happy spending most of the time in the room reading or doing crossword puzzles. Well, we all need more. It is hard for me to believe this makes you happy. You will not talk to me about things that concern you so I have not a clue. I am not a mind reader and have reached my end with trying to get you to understand that married people talk about almost everything. You are very closed mouthed about what goes on here. (CLOSED MOUTHED? Why ED!!! This is Projection at its Pinnacle!!) When we first got together I told you that talking is the key to making a marriage successful or not. Well, we are not there. You seem to like being in your own world and coming out when you want to and that is not to often. (so did you Ed according to all the other wives and numerous girlfriends!)

I have been paying bills that are months behind. If we had a problem how come you did not come and tell me. We could have set up something to take care of it. Instead I find out when I open all the bills. (The bills YOU INCURRED Ed? While this poor woman was trying to keep her head above water?) Things like this require serious conversation between two people. We have no communications at all about anything. I have to even ask you how your folks are doing. Things are not good and they are not going to get better unless we take some serious action. (what action? - you just WALKED OUT and She couldn't find you until you bellied up on wife #7) You are seriously overweight and are continuing to put more on. That cannot make you happy; I know I am not. I cannot sit here and watch you kill yourself. (just say it Ed - You watch so much porn that chicks with a little meat on them turn you off because you objectify women) You are headed in the same direction as your Mother. I don’t mean that in a bad way but in a way that I have voiced in the past about health concerns.



You are off work more than any person I know for various reasons. You never feel good; there is always something wrong with you. I am not saying those illnesses are not real. I know they must be. What I am saying is that you are causing most of it yourself. Being as overweight as you are cannot be helping matters any. (Guilt tripping!! Probably depression from being married to a psychopath who will NEVER be happy, who is romancing other women behind her back, going through her money and looks at all women like they are a blow up doll with a pulse & checkbook)

Something is really happening to you and that too goes without conversation. I am not sure where this non-verbal practice comes from but I cannot take it any more. (What happened to her is YOU!!! How DARE you Blame-Shift!! What's up Ed? The computer girls getting more interesting to you?)

First let me tell you that I love you so much and it hurts terribly to be in this position. I have to take drastic measures in an effort to try and save our marriage. It won’t be easy and I have given this months of thought and can see no other way to proceed with trying to salvage love and the possibility of getting us put on the right track and back together in the future for a life long existence together. I do want that but not under present circumstances.



There are also issues with the kids. We went through you hollowing/ cursing and getting extremely mad at them for things that kids normally do. We have been and still are in a phase where you tell them you don’t care what I say you will do what you want. (Did you get this out of book Ed? Maybe she should ask the son you BEAT & ABANDONED about your parenting?) Or, telling them that you don’t care what I say they must do what you say. You seem to take many opportunities to put real pressure on them with comments that go against what I have taught in this house. There should have never been anything like that come out of your mouth. Even if you thought it, saying things like that in front of and to them has done nothing but strain their relationship with you. Do you forget that I raised them and when you came to us I was the only authority they had ever had. (NOT!) Why were they such good kids? I think I can take credit for that. Even their Mother does not or to my knowledge has never said things like that to them. She has always supported me even at times when she did not necessarily agree with me. She even says now that there were times when she thought I was wrong in my approach to raising children but now she sees what I was trying to impart to them. Even now she will call me and ask for advice in how to deal with them or what I would do in a particular situation. (she calls asking you for money or child support you owe her I bet) You never once came to me in that manner. I wish you had, it would have made things a lot better here. By the time you and I talked it was you being angry because I did not see your point of view. That is not to say you were wrong but that was not the right approach for these kids.



When we moved here I left the house to you. Look at it; we still don’t have curtains at the kid’s windows. The living room carpet was filthy until I got some carpet shampoo and cleaned it myself. (well it takes 2 Ed!) No, this is not asking you to be a slave but a wife and a mother. I should not have to travel most of the week and come home to wash clothes; clean floors worry about bills that aren’t being paid. It is too much for me to take. I have a course to study for that as I told you would take an enormous amount of time to get through. (besides the online predator needs time to keep up his girlfriends & online ads) That was not something I wanted but what was dumped on me. Still I see no change in action from you. All these things are fine if you want to deal with them and it only affected you, but all of this affects the kids and me. They are learning what not to do or how to act when they get married. ### is willing to do more for me than you are. She knows that with what I have taught her about life, marriage, duties and partnerships that this is not what it should be. That you should be doing more for me. As she said, they can take care of themselves but it would be nice to know that you were taking care of me better. My weekends are spent washing, ironing, yard work, gardening, and anything other than what I should be doing. (should or want to be doing? screwing with the bodies & heads of other women) This house was supposed to be yours and you have done nothing with it. You said when we were in Monterey that you felt the house was not yours. Well, that was true since you moved in with us and we had almost everything required. Since we have been here, what is the reason for not feeling like the house is yours. You opted out and so things stand still unless I do something. Not a way a partnership should be. (partnership? nah Dictatorship!)



Let me preface the remarks about washing, housework, etc. You know that I do this continually anyway. So I don’t ever want you thinking that slave thing again. That train of thought is totally missing the point. I know you will do that so let’s not go there. I have always done chores inside the house. (you are really obsessed with that slave thing Ed; did she hit a nerve there? because that's what you wanted right?)

I could go on and I am quite sure you have issues with me. Well, that is a given. I am different and I know that. The one thing that you can take from this is that the kids and I love you very much but we need a break (besides I have another patsy on the hook) and a change in you. If you get angry as you usually do and dig in your heels, we stand no chance.



My solution to the problem is this. (here we go!)

1. Give your job here two weeks notice and tell them that you are going back to Utah to assist with your parents. They know the situation there. If they ask how long, just tell them it could be several months. Also, it gives you time to ensure you have some money when you get there.

2. Go to Utah and help your sisters with your folks. See what it is like to give of yourself 100% to something you want. (not something you would know anything about, Ed) Also, they could use a break. They are handling both your parents in times that would be trying for anyone. While in Utah, search your heart for answers to some of the questions I have asked and that you know are inside you. Make some decisions on how you act or react to situations. You and I can talk long distance and try to work this out or if you like we cannot have any contact at all. You are the one that has to figure out what you want in life and what you are willing to give to get it.

3. Drive your car back there so you have your own transportation. I will drive back there with you if you like. I don’t want to worry about how you are doing out on the road alone. I can fly back. (he'll be LONG GONE by the time you get back!)

I love you Julie and this is not a way to get rid of you but the only way I know to try and salvage our relationship and the love we have left. I do love you so much and it hurts to see us like this. I would give the world to have you see my point of view or to have us agree on a compromise that is right for this family but to date it has not happened. You have ideas and thoughts that do not fit into what I have built this house on. (lies, deception, predatory behaviors and the gospel according to Ed) You know I would never tell or do anything to hurt you. (WTF!!! WHAT DO YOU CALL THIS NOTE?) I have more experience with life than you and I have been where you are now. I thought I could help you with things in your life but you don’t want help. I can understand that.



Julie, I do want you back but with a different frame of mind. I know you love me but it seems you love yourself and your way more. There is a conflict there. (yes and it has be all about ME ME ME ME!!)

I don’t know where I am going or what I will do this evening. (LOL!! That's funny Ed always has someone to pick up his check or bang him!) I just want to ride or go or do something that takes my mind off this situation. No, I am not out drinking. Please don’t get the kids in the middle of this. Don’t slam doors or act anything but like an adult. (puke puke puke)

THE KIDS DON’T KNOW ABOUT THIS AND IF WE DO IT I WANT THEM TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOING TO UTAH TO HELP WITH THEIR GRANDPARENTS. (oh god don't let MY kids know I am bottom feeding scum who just ripped off one of their step-mothers!!.... AGAIN)

That is all I want them to know. So if you go OFF over this note you are going to get them all upset. I have had enough of that. Don’t get mad and leave in a huff as well. If you don’t want to wait or you have other ideas, please wait until they are sleep and I am home to act. PLEASE THINK OF SOMEONE ELSE BESIDES YOUSELF THIS TIME. (HAHAHAHAHAH!!!)
PLEASE. (please please please.... it starts with P just like PSYCHOPATH!!)



I love you Julie Hicks and I do want us to work this out if that is what you want to do. (just like I loved those before during after and .....oh well you know.... I am just one man!)

Love Always, You husband (now let's open a can of whoop ass on him!)

Ed

Man Rapes 13-year old he Met ONLINE

A 22-year-old New York City man is due in court next week on charges he had a sexual relationship with a 13-year-old Putnam Valley girl, the Putnam County Sheriff’s Office said.

Cannell Jerome, of Queens, was arrested Tuesday for allegedly making an Internet relationship with the girl physical last month.

He is accused of having sex with her twice at her home, and visiting her secretly at home before that — sometimes sneaking out of her bedroom window, police said. The pair met in an Internet chat room in November 2005.

The victim’s mother learned of the relationship on Jan. 26, when she checked her daughter’s computer, police said.

Jerome was charged with two counts of second-degree rape and two counts of second-degree criminal sexual act, both felonies. He was sent to Putnam County Correctional Facility on $2,500 bail and an order of protection was issued to keep him from contacting the girl. He is due in Putnam Valley town court Thursday.

ORIGINAL ARTICLE

ED HICKS: "Adieu Adieu" AWARD WINNING!!!

(From December 2005 - this has to be one of the most HORRIFYING "goodbye" letters from a predator we've ever seen. And in light of what was found out about this animal - its even more horrifying and idiotic.)

A goodbye from Ed Hicks to 2 of his many Targets!! Worthy of a Writer's Guild Award. The DRAMA!

Notice how, like most predators, Ed casts himself in a noble and understanding light. Making the goodbye the "fault" of the target and not anything HE really wanted! This is typical of their false chivalry.

-----Original Message-----
He was married to wife #7 (Sandra) for FOUR MONTHS already when he wrote this. (our comments in DARK BLUE)

From: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA Ed.Hicks@hqda.army.mil
Sent: Thursday, September 25, 2003 2:34 PM
To: *Carol*
Subject: How is your day going?

Hi Honey (Stop with the HONEY already! Does this guy remember any of these women's names?)

I have been procrastinating about writing you a letter of this nature. I have been on the phone with the insurance company requesting a determination of my case. They are stalling and that makes me angry. I called an attorney and chatted about it and basically he said to give them 30 days to respond than file a law suite; pay for the trip out there to see the Dr. and sue them for the costs associated with it. Like he said, sometimes that is the only thing they understand. I sent them a registered letter with contents as he stated. My Dr. in Sunnyvale said he would not press for payment so I won’t have to pay the thousands the tests, exams, etc. will cost until the insurance co. paid up.

Still with that in mind it does not relieve me of my obligation to you and what I envisioned for us in the future. (WHAT might that be Ed?) Those words you wrote have been on my mind before reading them in your email to me. The fact that you were there alone has always bothered me. Yes, selfishness and love kept me from doing what I knew I should have done some time ago. That is to give you your freedom from further obligation to me. (Get lost!) Have you free to explore whatever options you deem necessary for you to feel all the things I cannot supply via long distance. Even with travel more frequently it still would not give you what you needed as a woman or a person. God knows I wish things were different; I wish I was still in the position I was in there in at Schnoover. They were some of the best days of my life. Being with you daily, evenings and nights was what I revolved around. People used to ask me why I always had a smile on my face. We know why. You were the reason. (A nice, trusting target!) Now I have to do what I should have done when I left. I am giving you your freedom. You are such a sweet person, the kind like I have never know in my past or will ever meet in my future. We often wonder what life has in store for us in this life, you were always in those plans now I must make the ultimate sacrifice because I do love you so much. (WHAT!? You never honored your obligations to ANYONE Ed!! Even your creditors are still chasing you! What TRIPE!!)

I am not sure what my reaction will be once I finish this note. My heart is very heavy right now. I am losing the very best thing that has happened to me. Calling It quits is necessary for both our survival. I want you to have a full life. I pray for peace and joy in your life because you deserve the very best life has to offer.

I love you *Carol* XXX. No matter where your life leads you a part of me will be there. Move on to what makes you whole. (Cause it ain't gonna be me, baby)

I am not sure what kind of contact we will have in the future. Just know that I will always love you.


Good bye my love, (Ed, your village is missing its idiot)

Ed

Charles (Ed) Hicks
Army Electronic Library Branch
Standards and Technology Division
U.S. Army Publishing Directorate
Phone: 703-428-0565 [DSN: 221-0565]

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From: *Lynn*
Sent: Friday, August 01, 2003 12:30 PM
To: Hicks, Charles E Mr USAPA Ed.Hicks@hqda.army.mil
Cc: Ed
Subject: I guess this is good-bye, then.....

I suppose I should assume that our contacts from here on out are prohibited. That really is too bad. The conversations and laughter were always wonderful. And comfortable. And undeniably quenching to both of us. And irreplaceable.

I protected you as best I could. (You knew there was at least one other woman and LIED for him? Did you KNOW he had 4 women going at once??)

I also suppose that you will again disappear despite your promise to the contrary--the only thing you ever promised (that and whale watching). That too is unfortunate. I know that we could be lifelong friends. There is just that kind of connection. I guess our relationship has been re-defined one too many times and you just aren't up for the task yet another time. (Re-defined? Ed Hicks has redefined himself every time he meets a new target! New name, new story, new b.s.)

So the sun has been taken back by a jealous sky. I wish you great happiness. I will hold you, my friend, in my heart always. And as always, be sure to take care of yourself and stay safe. I will miss you. (Poor *Lynn* - she calls Ed the Sun and his wife du jour the Jealous Sky... she should only know how many women he had going!)

*Lynn*